Out of My Control

Tonight was the night. I was to participate in my second poetry open mic night at the local library. There, I would read two poems I had written and listen to the fantastic poems of other poets. Unfortunately, my body has other plans.

My sinuses have been wonky all week, and I chalked it up to the daily temperature swings. This morning, however, I woke up with a scratchy throat and a slight headache. I popped two Sudafed, hoping to feel better quickly, but it’s been over two hours, and they are not doing the trick. Begrudgingly, I emailed the librarian facilitating the evening and bowed out of my performance slot.

It’s lunchtime now at school, and honestly, I could put my head down and sleep, but I am afraid I would snore. So, this tired teacher is going directly home after school, putting on my pajamas, and wrapping myself in a cuddly blanket with a hot cup of tea. It looks like a late afternoon nap is in store.

I am disappointed because I was looking forward to the evening but trying not to be too upset. Obviously, I can’t control this cold, allergies, or whatever is putting me under the weather. As the above quote says – there’s no point. (Shrug)

16 thoughts on “Out of My Control

  1. I’m sure you’re sorry to miss it (and I’m sure everyone who stays healthy because you didn’t show up sick) is grateful. I hope there’s another open mic night for you around the bend. Thanks for reminding me about the word “begrudgingly” – it seems to capture your feelings exactly, and I’m tucking it into my word bank for future Slice inspiration. FEEL BETTER!

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  2. Oh, that is rough. Sinuses can be so painful. I hope the rest of your afternoon goes smoothly and quickly so you can retreat to comfort.

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