Yesterday felt heavy because it was another first without Chuck. I loved watching my granddaughter dance and seeing my whole family, but I felt the weight of Chuck’s absence.

Today was really a day for rest. After attending mass this morning, I came home feeling lighter. There were a few signs that Chuck was near, and I felt peaceful. While I did plan to get a few things off my “to-do” list, only a couple were accomplished, and that’s okay.

Breathing in positivity is a lofty goal these days. Grief can keep challenging thoughts on a loop in your head and beat you down if you let it, and some days I do, and that’s okay.

Today I was reminded of how fortunate I am to have so many supportive people in my life. For the first time in a long time, my soul feels replenished. I don’t know what tomorrow will bring, but for today, I am thankful for the calm.